Turn to Stone

I felt the need to write today. 

Even though I'm sitting here not sure what I want to write about. 

My last post was quite depressing

which makes sense because I felt quite depressed.

Last week was a hard one also

But I'm feeling better right now

and ok with the decisions I've made

Confident that I can be ok on my own

I'm not feeling terribly inspirational, as I've mentioned before,

but I am listening to this song right now as I write and I like it
Did I mention before that I love music?

I'm sure you can interpret this song in any number of ways

and I'm not going to really attempt to do anything like that here

Nothing  has changed for me in regards to being able to find complete peace until they move, but I'm trying not to think about that right now.

I'm trying to focus on my home responsibilities

I'm trying to focus on the rest of summer before it's over

I'm trying to focus on my marriage

I'm trying to focus on the things I have left that make me feel happy

Here are the lyrics if you are interested:

let's take a better look
beyond a story book
and learn our souls are all we own
before we turn to stone

let's go to sleep with clearer heads
and hearts too big to fit our beds
and maybe we won't feel so alone
before we turn to stone

and if you wait for someone else's hand
you will surely fall down
if you wait for someone else's hand
you'll fall, you'll fall

i know that i am nothing new
theres so much more than me and you
but brother how we must atone
before we turn to stone